Fly fishing is like meditation for me. My blood pressure goes down, nerves calm. I don't even want a beer.(most fishin I do makes me crave beer...) Sounds like you're hooked for sure. I started with the cheapest thing I could get my hands on, bought some flies, and went from there. I have 1 bamboo I made with my grandfather, and a mid priced rod with a cheap wal mart reel. The bamboo hardly sees the light of day, but the other one...that's another story. The cheap rods are not worth beans, but the reels seem to be disputable. My old FF buddy back in Texas has a $600 reel and a $1200 bamboo rod. He swears by the BUY QUALITY credo. If only we all had the spare bux to spend that kind of money.....It's all cheap for me and I still get the same results as my buddy. It's best to buy what you can afford. If it's cheap, you just gotta take a little better care of it.